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Name: Delilah
Gender: Female
Interests: quotes and icons. music. theatre. boys (cept there never seems to be a mutual interest). movies. my friends. reading. german. getting away from my family. the beach. and being myself no matter what. some of my favorite bands are mcfly, holiday parade, lucky boys confusion, MIKA, the spice girls, relient k, the beatles, october fall, gwen stefani, sherwood and many more...
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AIM:  Pirates4hire91
Member Since:
11/3/2006
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| bored. so im updating. i kinda messed up my ankles yesterday, so my mom isnt letting me drive for a few days. so now i have to wait for someone to pick up my boyfriend and bring him here. which is totally gay... so yeh. have an update. 01. Goodbyes are meant for lonely people
standing in the rain, and no matter where
I go it's always pouring all the same. 02. And I was trying to disappear,
but you got me wrapped around you.
I can hardly breathe without you.
And I was trying to disappear,
but I got lost in your eyes.  
03. She never colored in the lines.
She thought that high school was
a giant waste of time.She's never
scared to share what's on her mind.
She's impossible to find. 04. We were all born beautiful.It's
the things we do that make us ugly.  
05. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain. 06. So I will never know the right way to say thanks for all the nights and days you spent hanging out, because that's what this is about. How I, I am not into the idea of living without you.  
07. And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you, because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it. 08. I was in his arms & he was kissing me, & everything was fine. More than fine even. Everything was perfect. Because he loved me.  
09. It`s not about sex. Just so you know when I`m in your arms, everything seems back to normal; back to where we used to be. Back when you would say, "Come sit next to me", & wrapped your arms around my waist. Back when I layed on your chest & listened to your heart beating & knew in that moment it would all be okay. So it`s not just sex to me. I injest all that is you because I know this could be the last time I`ll ever hold you again. This could be the very last time I get to feel this calm serenity. So you see, I don`t use you for sex, I do it so I dont`t forget what it felt like to be in love with you. I want this memory to last me forever. 10. Somehow, you find beauty in me & that completely takes my breath away.  
11. You`re gonna miss this. You`re gonna want this back. You`re gonna wish these days hadn`t gone by so fast. These are some good times, so take a good look around. You may not know it now, but you`re gonna miss this. 12. things can’t be perfect all the time. sometimes we just have to let things go.  
13. I want someone to show me I am beautiful. I’ve forgotten what love is or maybe I never knew. ((holy fuck. I wrote that a while ago and I found it on someone else’s site… the wondeful thing is that doesn’t apply to me anymore. I have found someone to show me I am beautiful.  )) 14. I’m afraid that you won’t fight for me like i fought for you.  
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| yeh didnt get home til at least 10 every night last week. but the play was wonderful. im not sure if im going to be coming back. im just not in the mood to look for quotes and icons anymore. i think i'll be back eventually, becuase this is kinda my therapy, but right now i dont really want to do it. here's the rest of my icons.  
 
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| k so here's the deal. this week has been insane. i didnt even get home til 9 last night or the night before. next week is the play at our school. im the stage manager, so i have to be there the entire time. so im not going to be updating probably at all next week too. my parents arent home, so im spending a lot more time than usual out because i dont have them getting on my ass. so yeh. im not home at all this weekend... cept like midnight friday-8:30 the next morning. not that you care, just letting you know. there isnt going to be much action on here for a while. | | |
| this weekend was ah-mazing. i hung out with my boyfriend friday night, saturday night and today. i love him. he makes me feel so beautiful. 01. Is there a place where we can go
to teach the children not to grow?
Where lovers don't remember
where they met & heartbreak
is easy to forget? 02. him + i'm feeling sick.
her + awww i knew i would get you sick too. i'm sorry.
him + don't be. it was worth it. ((welcome to my life. cept its him getting me sick. cuz he gave me mono and bronchitis... at the same time))  
03. I wonder about your life now. Do you wonder why
we were friends, why we aren't anymore,
why we made the choices we did?
Do you wonder how things might be different if we hadn't?
Even you must admit that parting was
a turning point in both our lives.
For awhile, we were practically the same person,
you and I. 04. Some days I can`t stop thinking about you, & some days I don`t know why I waste my time.  
05. You`ve taught me what it feels like to be hurt & what it feels like to be loved & what it feels like to have the greatest thing in the world standing right next to you. ((ank__quotes)) 06. A sense of humor is needed armor. Joy in one's heart
and some laughter on one's lips is a sign that
the person down deep has a pretty good grasp of life.  
07. In nature, nothing is perfect and everything is perfect.
Trees can be contorted, bend in weird ways, and they're still beautiful. 08. help me out here
all my words are falling short
and there`s so much i want to say
I want to tell you how good it feels
when you look at me that way  
09. in very many cases lost love isn't anyone's fault. it
is just the way things go. we should never stop believing that the next time the feeling will be real & will finally last to the very end. we have no limit of times that we can fall in love, & so although it's sad to lose love, each time we do, we should try to look at it as one more chance to find a better one. 10. But it's like my heart can't be tamed, and I fall in love everyday
and I feel like a fool.
I have to face the truth that no one could ever look at me like you do,
like I'm something worth holding to  
11. For a second there I thought you disappeared.
It rains a lot this time of year.
And we both go together if one falls down.
I talk out loud like you're still around. 12. Clean up the mess and sleep the day away.
When you call, I might be here, I might be gone.  
13. Cause it never gets easier,
Singing along to our favorite songs with our favorite lyrics.
Tonight I'm alive. For the very first time I'm not feeling so afraid. 14. He’s always taken the easy road out of everything.
Girls, tests, parties. And then one day he meets her,
and suddenly everything changes.  
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| ok wow i know its been forever, but its so hard to find enough icons now. prom was... well prom itself sucked. we only stayed for an hour and a half becuase my ride just wanted to leave and get drunk, and my boyfriend was being a douche. but after prom a bunch of us went back to his house and that was fun ;]... ah, the joys of being a cliche teenager. dont get what i mean? too bad. 01. Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does. 02. You know it ain't easy for these thoughts here to leave me. There's no words to describe it in French or in English. Well, diamonds they fade and flowers, they bloom and I'm telling you, these feelings won't go away. They've been knockin me sideways, they've been knockin me out lately. Whenever you come around me, these feelings won't go away. They've been knockin' me sideways. I keep thinking in a moment that time will take them away.  
03. I know that night is not the same as the day: that all things are different, that the things of the night cannot be explained in the day, because they do not then exist, and the night can be a dreadful time for lonely people once their loneliness has started. 04. So little to say but so much time-- despite my empty mouth the words are in my mind. Please wear the face, the one where you smile, because you lighten up my heart when I start to cry  
05. He's annoying, he's hilarious,
he makes me yell, he drives me
crazy,he's out of his mind, and
he's eveyrthing I want. 06. And I've got a twenty dollar bill that
says you're up late at night starting fist
fights versus fences in your backyard,
wearing your black eye like a badge of
honor, soaking in sympathy from friends who
never loved you nearly half as much as me.  
07. things are changing. we're growing apart. it's not good bye, but a change in heart. the road we travelled was just a start. i'm sure we'll meet again 08. i think we dream so we dont have to be
away from one another. if we're in each others
dreams, we'll always be together. since i can't
be with you right now, i will have to be
content just dreaming about when we will
be together again.  
09. it would break my heart if we fell apart. It’d be so hard to let you go. 10. and if you would just stop and listen you would know how much she actually cares.  
11. And as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I get over your smile, when I will let go of the hugs you gave me that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me, or forget how much I love you. But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us, I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you. 12. We may have arguments & get into several fights, but that only makes us stronger because we learn from our mistakes. Then there are days where we're inseparable. Love is a four letter word that no one can really understand, but it always brings the people together at the end.  
13. When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes. You accept the faults & you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you'll meet the person you love & who loves you in return. So once you have it, don't ever let go. The chance might never come your way again. 14. Oh darling, here we are laying under the stars, feeling incredibly infinite; I dread the thought of this night ending, what's that? Look at the time 11:11; lets close our eyes & wish to be with each other until the end of time. Hold my hand & cross your fingers, maybe a kiss on the cheek too. Lets laugh our way through together; please, I don't want this to end. Forever isn't enough, no it's not enough; it will never be.  
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